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Jul. 26th, 2005 @ 10:37 pm New Job and Stuff....
ok the move was some what stressful. my yard sale went ok. unfortunately, i didn't sell everything and i sold somethings for a lot less then i hoped. still gave me some cash and i didn't have to pay to move that shit.

thankfully, someone i knew from my old job helped me out over the weekend with packing and cleaning.
there is no way i could have done it all by myself. i was feeling totally overwhelmed. and richard was just the best to help me out as much as he did.

i ended up leaving a bit earlier than i had initially planned. i just blew off my last 2 days of work and was like fuck it.. i want the hell out of here. i attempted to get a hold of the friend that said i could stay with him. no response. ok talk about a nightmare. i don't even want to type out the hole story. just the long and short of it is he flaked out on me and still hasn't made an effort to contact me.

so i went up and stayed with my parents. which actually was way cool to get a chance to spend some time with them and drove down to des moines last thursday. thankfully my friend todd agreed to let me stay with him. i so owe him. i've been so lucky with this move to have richard and then todd help me out.

my rent at todd's is way cheap. i have internet and cable tv. i'm very close to work. like 10 or 15 min at the most. somewhat crappy thing is i'm stuck in the basement. but it is nice and i basically have it all to myself. and if i want to socialize with todd or the other roomate justin i can just run upstairs.

ok so i started my job yesterday. i'm really going to like working there. the people there are so much fun and i've hit it off with them almost immediately. especially the guy whos job i'm taking.. sadly he is leaving and his last day is tomorrow. wish he would stick around a while longer just because there is so much to learn. that and he is such a fun, cool guy to hang with.

but the cool thing is i've just felt immediately welcome and at easy at this place. and this was only my 2nd day.

i'm so happy to be back in des moines. fuck i never thought i'd think that.. but it is true.

it was funny when i came over to todd's last thursday he gave me a hug and said welcome home. and it is true. i feel like i'm coming back home. despite having the guy i was going to stay with flaking out things couldn't have worked out better and it has been forever since i've felt this content and relaxed. the year and a half i lived in little rock it was like i was on some hyper anxiety trip.
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lubeit
Jul. 13th, 2005 @ 11:59 pm (no subject)
Ok so it has been months and months since i updated. don't know what the point is but what the hell.. I'm bored.

recent developments: [info]retrotastic moved on june 30th. he is off to Austria for a month.. been very lonely and boring since he left. I've never cared too much for living here and now it is worse (if that is possible).

i was about to blow my brains out when on july 8th i got a job offer for the position of HIV Prevention Outreach Coordinator at the AIDS Project of Central Iowa. O, happy day. I start the 25th of july. so basically i have 2 weeks to inform my current employer, organize my life, tie up loose ends and get to des moines.

I'm sick of hauling my shit around north america. (this will be my 4th move in 3 years.) so I've decided I'm going to sell all my worldly possession with the exception of my beloved computer. this saturday i'm having a big 'ol moving sale. got the ads in the paper and some posters to hang at the grocery store and laundromat. hope people show up and buy my shit. i think i have some of the larger items all ready sold or at least some interest. time will tell.

last day at my current job is the 19th.... won't miss that job. tho i do like the people a lot and i haven't totally hated working there.

then sometime next week I'll pack what ever fits in my mazda and drive to des moines.

got an email from my new supervisor today and it sounds like i'll be thrown in the deep end. it was just a barrage of things that I'll need to do the first week and events I'll be attending etc. but it does sound like they are going to do a lot of training to start out. and I'll be shadowing the guy currently in the position to help orient me.

Might actually have interesting things to write about on lj now.
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consumerwhore
Feb. 10th, 2005 @ 08:42 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: beth orton
[info]linemonkey asked:Think about what cities or towns you've lived in (not visited) in your life, and post them in your journal.

Cherokee, Iowa
Quimby, Iowa
Beresford, South Dakota
Vermillion, South Dakota
Sioux City, Iowa
Ames, Iowa
Toronto, Canada
Huxley, Iowa
Little Rock, Arkansas
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silent pengiun
Feb. 6th, 2005 @ 04:04 pm adventures in linux part 3
Current Mood: giddy
So after several days of experienmenting with Xandros linux and reading up on other distros, i decided i wanted to try the Ubuntu distro. Other thinks: forums, guide.

I can't rave about this distro enough. If anyone is interested in expriementing with linux i would recomend trying this one.

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silent pengiun
Feb. 5th, 2005 @ 04:04 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: geeky
Current Music: belle and sebastian
more linux screenshots: one, two, three
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silent pengiun
Feb. 4th, 2005 @ 09:06 pm let the communist revolution ensue
So, I installed a linux OS on my computer. Quite proud of myself. Of course I picked the most user friendly distro i could find, Xandros.

Anyway, here is a screenshot my of uber linux desktop.

yay for my 1st post from linux OS!
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silent pengiun
Jan. 14th, 2005 @ 11:35 am (no subject)
*disclaimer regarding my tendecy to use the Left when talking about anarchists communists and socialists

*The Left is, broadly, the genealogical tradition of the Internationals. It is genealogical, encompassing their descendants across evolution; tradition, in that it expresses their perceived continuity through shared language.
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silent pengiun
Jan. 3rd, 2005 @ 10:33 pm (no subject)
Stan Goff: A Period of Pedagogy

My reaction that I posted to a listserve on which I participate. )
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lubeit
Dec. 28th, 2004 @ 07:15 pm sweet cynicism
50,000 humans died in south Asian this weekend. And, somehow it seems wrong to focus on the death of just one person….

Susan Sontag died today. Her essay Notes on Camp, published 40 years ago, defined an aesthetic, sensibility and attitude. Camp came to define in many ways the oppositional culture of the queer community. Camp wasn’t a political statement but it was resistant and subversive. As Sontage said camp is a solvent of morality.

It glorified the vernacular and artifice not the stodgy, sterile, homogenized, modernist aesthetic of the middle class. Camp praised what was marginal, loud, passionate, ostentatious and honest. It was the sensibility of the urban and working class gay liberation movement. As Sontag noted, camp was epicene. It challenged normative assumption not only of style but of masculinity and even femininity. Camp was an unconscious quality. It couldn’t be contrived or self-conscious. Camp laughed at a hetero-normative culture that was dishonest. Camp was not a negation it was an alternative. It was not taste as distaste.

Camp leaves us lessons of how an oppositional sensibility can develop and thrive. This is not to unduly praise camp or the queer aesthetic. It is to take a moment and remember a woman that believed in human dignity and liberation. Something that is very important in the context of this weekend’s events.



Camp taste is, above all, a mode of enjoyment, of appreciation - not judgment. Camp is generous. It wants to enjoy. It only seems like malice, cynicism. (Or, if it is cynicism, it's not a ruthless but a sweet cynicism.) Camp taste doesn't propose that it is in bad taste to be serious; it doesn't sneer at someone who succeeds in being seriously dramatic. What it does is to find the success in certain passionate failures.

Camp taste is a kind of love, love for human nature. It relishes, rather than judges, the little triumphs and awkward intensities of "character." . . . Camp taste identifies with what it is enjoying. People who share this sensibility are not laughing at the thing they label as "a camp," they're enjoying it. Camp is a tender feeling.
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lubeit
Dec. 15th, 2004 @ 11:13 am i want this book
The Voice's James Ridgeway reveals who controls what
Raw Deals
by Matthew Fleischer-Black

The aluminum pan you cooked your egg in this morning began as a bauxite deposit in a mountain in Jamaica. The cinnamon on your toast was once the bark of a tree in Sri Lanka—not a cinnamon tree, either. The cut flowers on your table? From Colombia.

Start questioning where everyday things come from, James Ridgeway tells us in It's All for Sale, and often you will get a surprisingly simple answer. Behind the scenes of it all, he says, a small group of private companies governs trade of the world's materials. Five companies control the flow of petroleum. Four corporations reign over the grain trade. Three each dominate timber, uranium, and tea. Two lead the way on fresh water and coffee, while one each runs diamonds and cigarettes.


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lubeit